Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me. Show all posts
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Sabotage.....
Have you ever committed sabotage against yourself?
You knew you were doing it, but you just couldn't help yourself?
You tried to stop, but it seems the more you try the more you do it?
For me, self-sabotage is a long running problem.
I begin to believe I will fail.
I lose faith in myself.
I get scared.
It's so sad really.
My latest self-sabatoge: Weight Watchers
(I know. I know. I know what you're thinking. You've been doing great.
And I have. And I've been thinking it to.)
But, from the moment I realized I am 1.4 lbs. away from meeting my 1st major goal....
....I have been bad. Not horribly bad. It could be worse.......
....but so far the bad has included ice cream (albeit sugar-free,) brownies and I followed that up with a healthy dose of chinese food, with the leftovers even eaten as breakfast this morning......
ACK!
It's just with the impending "meeting" of this goal......
.....there is the pressure of the next goal.
~what should the next goal be?
~what's a realistic next goal?
~what if it stops working and I start failing?
~will I dissapoint those cheering me on?
~will I dissapoint myself?
All I know is......I'm mad at myself and it's driving my crazy.
You knew you were doing it, but you just couldn't help yourself?
You tried to stop, but it seems the more you try the more you do it?
For me, self-sabotage is a long running problem.
I begin to believe I will fail.
I lose faith in myself.
I get scared.
It's so sad really.
My latest self-sabatoge: Weight Watchers
(I know. I know. I know what you're thinking. You've been doing great.
And I have. And I've been thinking it to.)
But, from the moment I realized I am 1.4 lbs. away from meeting my 1st major goal....
....I have been bad. Not horribly bad. It could be worse.......
....but so far the bad has included ice cream (albeit sugar-free,) brownies and I followed that up with a healthy dose of chinese food, with the leftovers even eaten as breakfast this morning......
ACK!
It's just with the impending "meeting" of this goal......
.....there is the pressure of the next goal.
~what should the next goal be?
~what's a realistic next goal?
~what if it stops working and I start failing?
~will I dissapoint those cheering me on?
~will I dissapoint myself?
All I know is......I'm mad at myself and it's driving my crazy.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Latest scrapbooking......
Ok....I am in love with this one.....
...I have always wanted to do a "All About Me" type layout, but I just never had quite the perfect picture. Until now!
This was me at the tattoo parlor in Savannah when Sherry and I
got our tattoos. Isn't it a cool picture?! So, based on that, I fell in love with these pink/black Rusty Pickle Pirate Princess papers! They are fun! But, I thought they fit the "bad girl" feel quite well!
And this, is yet another example of working with things that have been in your stash to scrapbook. I've had this base page w/ the flap for probably about 6 years. At first I was saving it for "just the perfect" layout. And 6 years later it was in the bottom of a paper holder....just gathering dust. So, I took it out and laid it where I could see it....looking for pics that would match and work with it. I decided to use it with the "outside" pics, because it reminds me of the color of the sky on a perfect day....even if it is actually a striped pattern. Anyway, I was at the crop and I couldn't decide what to use with it. So, I found the rub-ons that matched other scraps I had previously used and some solid scraps....and viola' .... I made it work...... It's not perfect, but I still really like it. My white doodling pen was being a pain in the booty and that was making me nuts!
As it looks in the book.....
This was me at the tattoo parlor in Savannah when Sherry and I
got our tattoos. Isn't it a cool picture?! So, based on that, I fell in love with these pink/black Rusty Pickle Pirate Princess papers! They are fun! But, I thought they fit the "bad girl" feel quite well!
And this, is yet another example of working with things that have been in your stash to scrapbook. I've had this base page w/ the flap for probably about 6 years. At first I was saving it for "just the perfect" layout. And 6 years later it was in the bottom of a paper holder....just gathering dust. So, I took it out and laid it where I could see it....looking for pics that would match and work with it. I decided to use it with the "outside" pics, because it reminds me of the color of the sky on a perfect day....even if it is actually a striped pattern. Anyway, I was at the crop and I couldn't decide what to use with it. So, I found the rub-ons that matched other scraps I had previously used and some solid scraps....and viola' .... I made it work...... It's not perfect, but I still really like it. My white doodling pen was being a pain in the booty and that was making me nuts!
As it looks in the book.....
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Interview Me.....
Ok....I'm having so much fun coming up with "interviews" for everyone....I want to do some more.
So, SEND ME YOUR QUESTIONS!
Ask me whatever you really want to know.....
Here's your chance....
Post your questions in the comments section of this post....
and I will answer them!!!!!!!
Bring it on!!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Self-Portrait Tuesday
Just me...
So, I went to see the therapist today. And it was great. She's very motherly. She's gentle and kind. I can't wait to continue down this road of discovery and continue to release some of these feelings that I've been experiencing. For today, I'm happy.
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Self-portrait Tuesday is something I've been seeing on blogs for quite some time. I've been wanting to do it, but I was a little afraid to try it. Well, Jamie pointed out that there are never any pics of me, so I decided to give it a whirl, so my kids will have some photos of me. So, I tried it and guess what?! It's super fun!!!! Hope you enjoy it as much as I did. My challange to you is: if you have a blog...join into Self-Portrait Tuesday.
Let others really SEE you!
Sunday, March 25, 2007
I've been TAGGED by Beth....
My darling croppin' buddy Beth has tagged me with her email of 4 THINGS YOU MAY NOT HAVE KNOWN ABOUT ME....so here goes my version....
4 Jobs I have had:
1. Chick-Fil-A Employee (no comments from the peanut gallery....Jamie.....)
2. Kivell and Mundell, Attorneys at Law (I was an assistant to an attorney when I was in high school.)
3. The Fudgery Employee. (Yep, I made yummy fudge in those ginormous brass kettles and poured it onto a large marble table and turned it w/ a huge spatula whilst singing corny songs about fudge! P.S.....I only took that job to be near the HOT guy who ended up being my prom date!!!)
(SIDE NOTE: I worked all 3 of these jobs during my Senior Year in High School. Yes, I was busy!!!)
4. Teacher (my real job, before I had kids.....I have a degree in Early Childhood Education.)
4 Movies I'd Watch Over and Over....
1. Breakfast Club
2. Sixteen Candles
3. Footloose
4. Uncle Buck
5. Christmas Vacation
(Sorry, I had to choose 5!)
4 Places I've Lived:
1. Oklahoma (Tulsa, Tahlequah, Stillwater, Bixby and Broken Arrow)
2. Richmond Hill, GA
3. Topeka, KS
(Why do I cheat on nearly every question?!)
4 Places I've been on vacation:
1. Hawaii
2. Caribbean
3. Mexico
4. Hawaii (liked it so much, we went twice!)
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Mexican food! I could eat it every day!
2. Chick-Fil-A
3. Sushi
4. Braum's Ice Cream (although, I can only get it in Oklahoma....)
4 places I'd rather be right now:
1. In my bed.
2. In my husband's arms.
3. In a hot bath.
4. On a visit to Georgia, where I'd hit my friends houses, the beach and Savannah Scrapbooking
4 People who read my blog that I'm TAGGING for you to answer on YOUR blog:
1. Karen S.
2. Nikki
3. Ginger
4. Amber
5. Jamie
6. Stacy
(How could I just pick 4?)
I PROMISE A POST W/ PICTURES TOMORROW!!!!!!
4 Jobs I have had:
1. Chick-Fil-A Employee (no comments from the peanut gallery....Jamie.....)
2. Kivell and Mundell, Attorneys at Law (I was an assistant to an attorney when I was in high school.)
3. The Fudgery Employee. (Yep, I made yummy fudge in those ginormous brass kettles and poured it onto a large marble table and turned it w/ a huge spatula whilst singing corny songs about fudge! P.S.....I only took that job to be near the HOT guy who ended up being my prom date!!!)
(SIDE NOTE: I worked all 3 of these jobs during my Senior Year in High School. Yes, I was busy!!!)
4. Teacher (my real job, before I had kids.....I have a degree in Early Childhood Education.)
4 Movies I'd Watch Over and Over....
1. Breakfast Club
2. Sixteen Candles
3. Footloose
4. Uncle Buck
5. Christmas Vacation
(Sorry, I had to choose 5!)
4 Places I've Lived:
1. Oklahoma (Tulsa, Tahlequah, Stillwater, Bixby and Broken Arrow)
2. Richmond Hill, GA
3. Topeka, KS
(Why do I cheat on nearly every question?!)
4 Places I've been on vacation:
1. Hawaii
2. Caribbean
3. Mexico
4. Hawaii (liked it so much, we went twice!)
Four of my favorite foods:
1. Mexican food! I could eat it every day!
2. Chick-Fil-A
3. Sushi
4. Braum's Ice Cream (although, I can only get it in Oklahoma....)
4 places I'd rather be right now:
1. In my bed.
2. In my husband's arms.
3. In a hot bath.
4. On a visit to Georgia, where I'd hit my friends houses, the beach and Savannah Scrapbooking
4 People who read my blog that I'm TAGGING for you to answer on YOUR blog:
1. Karen S.
2. Nikki
3. Ginger
4. Amber
5. Jamie
6. Stacy
(How could I just pick 4?)
I PROMISE A POST W/ PICTURES TOMORROW!!!!!!
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