Realllllly struggling.....

...with this darn diet this week!!!


I don't know what my problem is, but I am reallllly having a hard time. I don't know if it's the anticipation of Savannah and traveling alone (which I don't really like doing. I like to fly, but I don't like being alone. I prefer being w/ Big Daddy.) I guess that is probably it. Whenever I go on vacay, I always sorta stress getting ready.....


I think part of it is guilt. I am really happy I get to go to Savannah...it was an AWESOME birthday gift from Big Daddy....but I feel guilty because he doesn't get to go. I mean, yes, I deserve a trip, but so does he. And I feel bad he isn't going. I wish he could go with me....although, he'd be so super bored while I was busy cropping!!!


Anyway, Big Daddy is getting thrown into full-time parenting, sorta a baptism by fire!!! This will be the first time he's been on his own for a long period of time. Remember I'll be gone for 6 days and 5 nights!!!!!!!! Wow! I hope he's ready for this challenge!!!!


Well, I'm off to start packing......